Cerpin Taxt
words cannot begin to describe the esctacy of my state of mind this moment. I am listening to the newest Mars Volta album "Amputecture". Amazing does not even begin to describe it in a netshell. It is like repetitive orgasims. But then on the opposite end it makes me kind of sad and depressed.
Falling into a coma seems like a bit of an illusion, in some ways it is excaping something or someone. But in others it is entering a newer, more horrible world. Or sometimes maybe better. But you never know until you will feel it. It will be like cold water dripping down your spine and fire licking at your face, all at the same time.
I cannot deny it. I still am in love with him with every fabrication of my self and will always be. No matter what.
Fuck.
Cerpin Taxt was better off.
Falling into a coma seems like a bit of an illusion, in some ways it is excaping something or someone. But in others it is entering a newer, more horrible world. Or sometimes maybe better. But you never know until you will feel it. It will be like cold water dripping down your spine and fire licking at your face, all at the same time.
I cannot deny it. I still am in love with him with every fabrication of my self and will always be. No matter what.
Fuck.
Cerpin Taxt was better off.