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Noteworthy things:
I am utterly and completly obsessed with the Mars Volta to almost an unhealthy point.
I went to a show of theres here in Petaluma, and I am completly changed. With every volta show I go to I gain new insight.
"He" is completly out of my life again. We are not angry, or anything. Plain and simple he is a confused dick who will never know what he wants or ever be stable enough to truly love someone enough to be there for them. He told me a few nights ago that he loved me more than anyone he's ever loved in his entire life, and that I reminded him of pain.
Therefore we are over. I loved him and he hurt me. But I have moved on. He hasnt, he never will.
I drink every day.
I paint everyday too.
And ride my bike and smoke cigs.
At least some things are consistant.
I am utterly and completly obsessed with the Mars Volta to almost an unhealthy point.
I went to a show of theres here in Petaluma, and I am completly changed. With every volta show I go to I gain new insight.
"He" is completly out of my life again. We are not angry, or anything. Plain and simple he is a confused dick who will never know what he wants or ever be stable enough to truly love someone enough to be there for them. He told me a few nights ago that he loved me more than anyone he's ever loved in his entire life, and that I reminded him of pain.
Therefore we are over. I loved him and he hurt me. But I have moved on. He hasnt, he never will.
I drink every day.
I paint everyday too.
And ride my bike and smoke cigs.
At least some things are consistant.