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[dead_after_dark]

So right now I'm pretty pissed
Over something stupid of course
But thats how things always are
Basically I just make really simple things
hard and overthink fucking EVERYTHING

Well I'm not really that angry
Just a tad frustrated
I cant think of what I want my next sculpture to be
Art should just flow
Especially with me
One thing I actually dont fuck up in
Well most of the time

So yeah
I cleaned my room
(I.E. Things are bothering me subconciously, therefore I clean. Weird I know)

I physical CAN NOT stop listening to At the Drive In
Its like a tick
I cant go one second throughout the day without Cedric's voice ringing in my ears
Basically its been like this the past few days
It'll probably continue
Im even spending money I dont have on some Dvd/Cd thing of theres.
Its like medicine almost. Listening and watching them.
It keeps me "okay"

Whatever works I guess.

I try to "replace" things
And it never works
Damnit...