Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer, "What did it ever do for me" I say

[dead_2_you]

To the "love" I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyhole I watched you dress
Kiss and tell
(Loose lips sink ships)

today equals total hell.
i need to pack.
i need to shower.
i need to babysit theoren.
i need to get and cash my paycheck.
i need to pick brian up from work.

and i need to do all this without going crazy.

and i hate situations i don't know how to deal with.
like i have an opinion about something but in all reality i shouldn't, and i shouldn't say anything about it because it's not my place and i don't want anyone to get pissed off at me, and then when i think about it maybe i don't know enough about it to say anything in the first place, but something inside still feels funny.

so i just shut the fuck up and don't say anything.

shit...i am going crazy.

nicole got her tattoo. and she still hasn't posted fucking pictures of it yet cause she's a whore.
i want another one so bad.
i want my birthday to come sooner.
i want alot of things i can't have.

and i can't think of ahit to say anymore.

<3