Boooorrreeeed omg
Soooo is saturday and everyone is out cept me lol. Edward and Erica were here earlier drunk as hell off the 3 bottles of wine they got. Loads of fun lemme tell you....me sitting on the couch with a coke while they are acting a damn fool haaha. guess it just goes to show what i looked like drunk every night lol. Sobriety is a wonderous thing. In all seriousness though its not soo bad. Nights like tonight i actually wanna throw up at the mention of a beer or something although there are those nights where i would kill for a drink. Long story short...its going better than i thought it would. I recently got started on effexor so im kinda wondering if that has anything to do with it. It could just be a coincidence but who knows. Its just been a lot easier since i started the meds....im pretty sure its the nausea (sp?) that is keepng me from drinking cuz its WAY too soon to be feeling the effects of the meds in that way. God im so bored! Edward went to a party and erica went to god knows where and was suppose to be back in an hour but hasnt come back yet (4 hrs later) so naturally im wishing i had gone to Newport news instead. I just decided to stay home this weekend so Jerica could get some time for her and shit. I feel like by me being down there every weekend i have been getting in the way of her normal routine? i dunno jus a feelin. Plus ima be up there next weekend for cat's bday and for the busche gardens thing. Should be fun. anyhow my bordom seems to be cured by sleepiness so ima try to get some sleep i guess