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my right arm is so soar. i don't know why. its not muscle ache!...
the most fantastic thing that happened today was... i walked home frm Temasek Poly today.
i know... i totally have no idea what i was doing and how far my house is to actually WALK BACK HOME... took 1 hour and a bit more...
and i got blisters. HOW INSANE!.
anyways, reach home, rested.. and i went NTUC to buy groceries to make salad.. fruit&veg salad.. such a success.. but im so fullED by it...
-_-
btw, i joined visual central (photography club). everything is so unsure... i don't even know how long i could stay there.. nicholas chan joined VC too.... he seemed SO enthusiastic about it..but..
you know... the total workload of school for me, having a slow processing brain.. is very difficult...so. i'll only get serious with a cca maybe next year..
BTW, these are some of the photos i send in for my portfolio.
(tell me about it)
(the last 2 is my fav)
studied for about 1 hour just now.... well, it was productive.
but a bit... still too slow...goodness... i total don't want to feel any regrets on the choice i make to enter this course.
HOW SO EVER CRAZY!.
when nothing is digested, the lecturer start ingesting more info.
ok whatever...
im just carrying out my usual routine of whining and lamenting about everything....
last sunday night,
i totally couldn't fall asleep. so i ended up rolling around my bed till it was timed to go school.... despite the fact, actualy ate 4 sleeping pills....
monday with 2 sleeping pills made me sleep but feel drowsy the next morning...
i wonder when this ill treatment of popping sleeping pills will end..why can't i just naturally naturally just fall asleep....
i used to grin as i take a picture. but now it falls to a smile
ok.. im not emo or sad...
im just tired.. (:
i found some photos in my desktop!!
compare the photos of it now...
BEFORE
AFTER
THIS JUST PROVES THAT!....
..humans change..
im evolving...
like POKEMON....
pikachu to raichu... etc..
im so losing touch to my artistic side...
starts drawing straight lines with shivering hands***
im running out of ideas to what i can design...
today, as i walked pass design school in TP.. i thought about the years in school that i dreamt of being a student in design.... from interior to visual comm.. it was all when i was sec1 to sec4..
sec5 i aimed to go SAJC..
u know... when the results are out.
everything gets jumbled up and u totally become firm on the decision u are going to make that wil change ur life into another turn..
oh well, i thank those people who were there to give me advice and encourage me thru all my years in my secondary school.. its when i was in sec sch that i changed the most.. in my mentality and my spiritual being...
burst out in tears**
I MISS BEING IN A SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!!!
ciaos for the night
):
my right arm is so soar. i don't know why. its not muscle ache!...
the most fantastic thing that happened today was... i walked home frm Temasek Poly today.
i know... i totally have no idea what i was doing and how far my house is to actually WALK BACK HOME... took 1 hour and a bit more...
and i got blisters. HOW INSANE!.
anyways, reach home, rested.. and i went NTUC to buy groceries to make salad.. fruit&veg salad.. such a success.. but im so fullED by it...
-_-
btw, i joined visual central (photography club). everything is so unsure... i don't even know how long i could stay there.. nicholas chan joined VC too.... he seemed SO enthusiastic about it..but..
you know... the total workload of school for me, having a slow processing brain.. is very difficult...so. i'll only get serious with a cca maybe next year..
BTW, these are some of the photos i send in for my portfolio.
(tell me about it)
(the last 2 is my fav)
studied for about 1 hour just now.... well, it was productive.
but a bit... still too slow...goodness... i total don't want to feel any regrets on the choice i make to enter this course.
HOW SO EVER CRAZY!.
when nothing is digested, the lecturer start ingesting more info.
ok whatever...
im just carrying out my usual routine of whining and lamenting about everything....
last sunday night,
i totally couldn't fall asleep. so i ended up rolling around my bed till it was timed to go school.... despite the fact, actualy ate 4 sleeping pills....
monday with 2 sleeping pills made me sleep but feel drowsy the next morning...
i wonder when this ill treatment of popping sleeping pills will end..why can't i just naturally naturally just fall asleep....
i used to grin as i take a picture. but now it falls to a smile
ok.. im not emo or sad...
im just tired.. (:
i found some photos in my desktop!!
compare the photos of it now...
BEFORE
AFTER
THIS JUST PROVES THAT!....
..humans change..
im evolving...
like POKEMON....
pikachu to raichu... etc..
im so losing touch to my artistic side...
starts drawing straight lines with shivering hands***
im running out of ideas to what i can design...
today, as i walked pass design school in TP.. i thought about the years in school that i dreamt of being a student in design.... from interior to visual comm.. it was all when i was sec1 to sec4..
sec5 i aimed to go SAJC..
u know... when the results are out.
everything gets jumbled up and u totally become firm on the decision u are going to make that wil change ur life into another turn..
oh well, i thank those people who were there to give me advice and encourage me thru all my years in my secondary school.. its when i was in sec sch that i changed the most.. in my mentality and my spiritual being...
burst out in tears**
I MISS BEING IN A SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!!!
ciaos for the night