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[de_la_luz]

It's not that I'm reckless
It's just that
sometimes I get these hunger pains
And they make me want to grab my world by the hair and
smash it.
It would be
so
gratifying
if I could just break something right now.
A plate, a crystal ball, a piece of wood just
something
but something inconsequential.

I don't want to hurt anyone.
I really just want something
different
maybe something a little haphazard and jumbled
something that doesn't have to make sense all the time,
something that doesn't have to fit nicely in some perfect packaging.

Really,
It's not that I'm reckless.
If anything
it's that I want to be in the driver's seat.
I want to be driving.
I want to pilot.