Jun 05, 2003 00:36
well, let's see. been a while. i don't even know what to say. i've juss think a lot about what i wanna put down, but i never end up doing it.
hmm...shizzle. i think that umm... i am stupid. no...that's not right. i think that i have no idea what i'm talking about. hmm..that sounds more right. i think that there is too much crap going on in my head. yeah, that's right.
there have been too many things going through my head again and i can't seem to straighten them out. let me try.
so, i guess i'll start off by talking about my financial situation as of late. i have been spending too much, but most of you already know that. now that school is out and i don't want to stay home, i tend to go out a lot more, which means spending a lot more. but i guess that is kinda made up for by me working more. but....hmm, i dunno, i don't really feel like thinking about it anymore. arg. i think i like this idea of juss typing about stuff that goes through my head. but then i guess it's kinda bad cause it seems like i never really finish my thoughts.
oh, well, i guess that's another thing. i never can seem to finish my thoughts. they always end up going back to the same place. kinda sucks if you ask me. it kinda juss goes around...and around...and around...and around again. so, you can kinda say i never really go anywhere when i think. or it doesn't lead to anything. maybe that's why i was never really good at writing essays. i always juss end up talking about the same thing and never really getting anywhere. i think that's why i never liked writing essays...i think i talked about this before. i'm pretty sure i have. but yeah, i never could organize my thoughts well into an essay and i think that frustrated me, and so i would not do it. yeah, i think i have talked about this before.
hmm...head doesn't seem to be functioning anymore.
ok, umm...dirty minds. yeah, people have dirty minds. it juss seems like there are juss so many things that people take the wrong way in a conversation. it's happened a lot lately.
lemme try something....
Norah Jones - Nightingale
Nightingale
Sing us a song
Of a love that once belonged
Nightingale
Tell me your tale
Was your journey far too long?
Does it seem like I'm looking for an answer
To a question I can't ask
I don't know which way the feather falls
Or if i should blow it to the left
All the voices that are spinnin' around me
Trying to tell me what to say
Can I fly right behind you
And you can take me away
well, i dunno what to talk about and umm....you probably don't wanna read anymore of my randomness....so i'll juss leave and go eat now since i've only had two pieces of kfc chicken, some mountain dew code red, 8 oz. of tomato basil ravioli soup, 5 pieces of chicken tenders with ranch sauce, a chocolate covered strawberry from godiva, and a bottle of chocolate soy milk. i guess that sounds like a lot.. but it really isn't. ok, bye.