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Dec 01, 2007 19:53

Well, it's over with Elizabeth. I love her to death, but after what we've said and done to each other, it's really not gonna happen. I asked if she wanted to try to keep it going over break, she denied it. "I don't feel like I'm in a good place to be dating you."

No worries though, all of a sudden the ladies are in love with J Raymond James. I sometimes go a couple days without sleeping in my own bed. And I feel like I'm finally developing the play I wasn't able to forge through my highschool years. By the way, I might be a pimpin', but I uphold my moral decision to not have sex with anyone unless we're in love. I think it ends up better that way most of the time anyway.

Niki is my main squeeze at the moment, but there are some complications. As time goes on, I'm sure things will fall into place with her, but she's just not so sure about committing yet. She doesn't want to have to give away a lot of the time that she spends practicing and writing (She's such a brilliant musician). And she never got a chance to sort things out with her last boyfriend (sound familiar?). Anyways, she's an absolute angel, cheerful and confident. Her eyes are wide like christmas ornaments and a few freckles precariously dance along her skin. She has a passion for classical music, although she knows her jazz too. If she wasn't going to be a musician, she'd want to be a sex therapist. Not to mention, she's honest, outspoken and very genuine. I think I might have a lil crush on her.

I never thought that anybody actually ever gave drugs away for free, but when I saw the piece of paper floating in my beer, I knew that I was about to embark on a magical journey. I can't say I remember much of what happened around me that night, just fleeting images of the sky above the Christian Science Monitor, a log that my friend was carrying, a dirty taxi driver. I'd had my share of shots, a gaggle of beers and of course the dankest herb in town since 11:00 in the morning. Honestly, I'd much rather be doing LSD under much different circumstances, but it was an awesome eye opener and I hate to say it, but I can't wait to try it again.
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