Apr 11, 2010 17:20
i feel good on days when i know i'll be able to unwind at the end of them. one day a time, i guess i have to do things, i'm just feeling exhausted.
i've spent the last two days just relaxing, which i guess the weekends are usually for, and it's been nice, i like to drink in small crowds much more than in large ones, one on one drinking sessions are pretty much the best, i guess, if you're interested in that person and what they have to say, obviously. i dunno, small crowds of 3 or 4 seems nice, but i guess the more close people, the better. this is rambling.
i get sleepy a lot, i feel like i'm experiencing the same thing like 5 different ways sometimes, which is weird, but good i guess, get some perspective on things.
i feel exhausted, i wish life could be more straightforward sometimes, or people in general could, i hate feeling like everything is veiled in six different other things that totally obscure what the point of any sentence is, and i'm guilty of the same problems, but like, sometimes i just wish i could speak only in blunt lines and everybody else would and i could have conversations that answered questions and never created like seven more of them.