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i hate wondering how often i sound stupid when i say things, but then i realize it's only destructive to think that way and i should stop doing it, but it's hard, i think it's just something most people must do, worrying how they sound to other people (unless that person is like glenn beck i guess or something, who just say whatever and don't care how they sound, but i don't really know people personally like that (i guess i might)).
i feel super isolated in my room a lot, it's nice to work on campus when i have time between classes, but i never really leave my house once i've gotten there, it's just so nice to sit on my own couch and be able to lay down and do work. but then i feel cooped up, it's a vicious cycle. i can't wait until spring break! wow yes, a fucking week where i don't have to do anything, i really want to take a road trip somewhere far away for no particular reason, why not? i suppose, i want to take some pictures with my camera somewhere fun.
i have to write like a 4 page satire for one of my classes and i really like what i've wrote so far. i like reading what i'm writing and being like, yeah, this could read to anyone well. i dunno, i'm probably wrong, but i like to think i'm not.
i just finished another paper i had to do that analyzed some object of new media, and i chose penny arcade, which is kind of an odd choice, but it totally filled out my paper. it's always interesting to try and analyze something that you look at every day and just like step back and be like, wow, this is pretty cool; it does a lot of interesting things. like, fuck! how cool is the internet in general?? i just never think about it, but it should totally blow my mind that i can see what's going on news-wise in like 10 seconds in the middle of a classroom with only a hunk of metal and electricity that's receiving invisible signals from more metal and electricity. that's insane!
so i dunno, most things are amazing when you think about them actually.
i'm tired, i should sleep nowwww.
i feel super isolated in my room a lot, it's nice to work on campus when i have time between classes, but i never really leave my house once i've gotten there, it's just so nice to sit on my own couch and be able to lay down and do work. but then i feel cooped up, it's a vicious cycle. i can't wait until spring break! wow yes, a fucking week where i don't have to do anything, i really want to take a road trip somewhere far away for no particular reason, why not? i suppose, i want to take some pictures with my camera somewhere fun.
i have to write like a 4 page satire for one of my classes and i really like what i've wrote so far. i like reading what i'm writing and being like, yeah, this could read to anyone well. i dunno, i'm probably wrong, but i like to think i'm not.
i just finished another paper i had to do that analyzed some object of new media, and i chose penny arcade, which is kind of an odd choice, but it totally filled out my paper. it's always interesting to try and analyze something that you look at every day and just like step back and be like, wow, this is pretty cool; it does a lot of interesting things. like, fuck! how cool is the internet in general?? i just never think about it, but it should totally blow my mind that i can see what's going on news-wise in like 10 seconds in the middle of a classroom with only a hunk of metal and electricity that's receiving invisible signals from more metal and electricity. that's insane!
so i dunno, most things are amazing when you think about them actually.
i'm tired, i should sleep nowwww.