Jun 03, 2009 13:43
I still have like 2 hours before I even leave for work but I'm already bored and upset that I still have to go to work today, it's kind of that situation where I'm just not really into it at all, although I guess you could say that for a majority of the time I've spent working, ever.
Summer has been pretty good and interesting and I've for the most part kept busy, but at the same time I've just constantly felt like I'm not doing anything worthwhile and I feel like I'm stuck in a situation that I just can't find a way out of. I dunno, I need to start keeping busy more, or some new video game that will capture my attention, I'd prefer to play WoW in long bursts of time rather than 15 minutes here or there, I'm not really at the point where that can amount to anything important getting done, but I am inching ever closer to level 40, and that basically means level 50, at which point I'm sure I'll start losing it.
I have a gift card for Barnes and Noble that is burning a hole in my pocket and I want to start reading more books, but I just can't get around to doing it. I'm trying to read through Pride and Prejudice and Zombies, but I've kind of found out that it's not really a zombie book so much as it is exactly what the title implies: Pride and Prejudice - and Zombies. The same narrative with what to me seems like a glossing over that put in zombies to add humor, and it's kind of funny, just... I dunno, not what I was expecting? I suppose? I need more suggestions, although I probably will check out some type of Vonnegut book based on Shauna's recommendation.
E3 is this week and I've been paying as much attention as I can, and I really was most impressed with Microsoft's offerings, which is kind of surprising to me, but cool all the same. I think Project Natal looks like the future of all technology ever and it kind of amazes me to see some of the things it can do (I want some more real life tech demo-y things, but those will come later I'm sure). Left 4 Dead 2 looks great, God of War 3, Metal Gear Solid: Rising, I dunno, it all looks pretty cool, it should be a good year for gamers.
I can't wait for this weekend and to start back on my normal shift next week. I hope all my plans for the weekend don't fall through and that I get to do everything that I've originally planned on doing. Right now it's looking pretty hopeful, but I don't like to get my hope ups and have them dashed, so I'm trying to keep it all steady.
I wish that I had more friends that I could keep in like... constant contact with. I used to like being able to go through work basically texting someone all day so that I never really felt alone while at work, but now I'm just bored out of my mind and it succkkkksss. It's driving me crazy and I can't think of any legitimate way to stop that from happening. I dunno, I just want to go back to sleep I guess, I'm boring myself right here.
(I need to stop sounding so depressed in these! I'm actually pretty happy and everything, I guess when I start writing I start thinking about depressing things and then I get sad. I'm pretty jovial for the most part, really)