May 24, 2005 19:08
Well I am no longer homeless.
No longer dating Mel although we are best friends still.
I still play arcade games and I will still be going to Evo =P
I checked out of west hills the other day. I was checked in because I was going to kill myself and someone took me in.
I am now diagnosed with Bi Polar II disorder. Also accompanied by obsesive compulsive behavior while in the depressed state.
I take 1000 mg of Depakote, 150 mg Effexor, 100mg of Seroquel, and 100 mg of Trazodone when I have Insomnia present.
I am now out and commited to a new life and a new start.
I am going to start up lifting again and have a membership to a local gym.
I am probably going to be getting into my car cause I stupidly spent 6,340 on stuff for it. My mom decided she would support me and come to shows etc so we will see. This one is not a for sure like the lifting is.
I will enroll in trade school at the start of the next year. Tell then I am quitting my job at the spa and taking a brake to get my life back on two stable feet.
If anyone has any questions or wants to talk to me im at 324 2949 tell this house sells. Btw someone buy this crap...its on the market for 579k(or will be at that price soon)
Part of my treatment will be self journaling which you all will see here. My psych will actually be logging on to check it day to day which I think is pretty damn cool.
Today was a good day. Spent some time with my mom which I havent done in a long time. We went out to dinner at jalepenoes(spelling?) which is a local place and it was good with decent sized portions. I will be going back there. I talked with my dad about my birthday and he wants to pay for my window tint which is cool. Trimline will be doing it and im gonna set up an appointment tommorow. I also want to get my new rims and new tires mounted and balanced on my car. My front bumper is now on the way which makes me happy (been waiting 7 months for the SOB).
I am waiting for a call from Cara which is a wonderful person I met at West Hills and I think she will be a very positive pressence in my life now. Same with Scott, Jana(spelling?), and Rusty...we all agreed to meet once a month or there abouts.
Time for me to go looking at car stuff!!! Even though there really isnt anything aftermarket for my car...all of it has to be custom made =/