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Don't fucking act like I'm okay. I'm really not.
The only reason, the ONLY reason I am glad I missed my opportunity is so that you didn't see my fucking nasty ass self. You faun over celebrities and their perfect bodies, talk about people you've met and how fit they are, how you want to touch their muscles, want to fuck them... And then turn around and say you LIKE my gut, my paunch, my damning extra skin.
Like fucking hell.
Joking or not, I don't give a shit. I talk about one girl, and you get fucking defensive as shit, get all protective of what is yours. That's fine and dandy, but I for one MOMENT show that I don't like what you do sometimes, you tell me to get beyond it.
I am fucking tired.
I don't fucking like who I am.
How about you, how about YOU tell me that you do so I can start to believe it.
I want what I have never had, and what so many people don't have...
Can you supply that?
I want my time to be selfish, god fucking dammit. Let me have it.
The only reason, the ONLY reason I am glad I missed my opportunity is so that you didn't see my fucking nasty ass self. You faun over celebrities and their perfect bodies, talk about people you've met and how fit they are, how you want to touch their muscles, want to fuck them... And then turn around and say you LIKE my gut, my paunch, my damning extra skin.
Like fucking hell.
Joking or not, I don't give a shit. I talk about one girl, and you get fucking defensive as shit, get all protective of what is yours. That's fine and dandy, but I for one MOMENT show that I don't like what you do sometimes, you tell me to get beyond it.
I am fucking tired.
I don't fucking like who I am.
How about you, how about YOU tell me that you do so I can start to believe it.
I want what I have never had, and what so many people don't have...
Can you supply that?
I want my time to be selfish, god fucking dammit. Let me have it.