Dec 02, 2004 13:25
Well, I was just hit with reality today. It wasn't pleasant either. As many of you know, my Jeff is moving out. I know i'll get to see him a lot but i still wish that he was staying. Scott made a good point when he said that him moving out means that he will have to grow up soon. I don't want him to. I'll miss him. He says some of the dumbest things sometimes and they just make me laugh so much. I'm really gonna miss that. One of the biggest things i'm going to miss is the fact that every time he walked into a room he was just say "Hello sister". I loved it. I don't know why either. Jeff has had a huge impact on my life, hes given great advice and just cheered me up when i needed it. He may not even realize the impact hes had on me. Without him, I would be so different. Also, thinking about this whole Jeff thing makes me realize that Scott is also growing up. He'll be leaving for college and then moving out. I know how much he wants to leave and how it bothers him that hes not a senior this year but it actually thrills me. Cause i know that he'll be home for one extra year. I love my brothers and i don't want them to leave. I didn't realize how much i need them and rely on them until these past few weeks. They have influenced me in so many good ways and helped me become a better person and a better Christian. Well, thats all. Reality sucks...exspecailly when it hits you so freaking hard! Ok I'm off.
-Danna...I really broken hearted sister...*sigh*....