What's up bitches???
I've been stalling on writing an update....I've needed too. But, the ultimate in laziness strikes me.
I have an excuse, or two. I swear.
I've been dragging my feet on the bookings, because I wanted to drop some more weight, I still didn't feel comfortable as I would have liked at the MAW show in March. I allowed myself to screw up my diet and workout plans. Stress, and everyday life is a bitch. I salute anyone who can pull off a solid dietary & workout plans. I am going to attempt to put some work into it this week, and hopeful do better.
I just got an email about a booking next week, and I am waiting for a confirmation. I am looking forward to it but, I am not. Not that I think the match will be bad or anything. I just don't want to feel like I am fucking up more than I should. Once I can drop some weight I think my confidence will be back in full swing. Maybe I am just being too hard on myself I suppose. When it comes to wrestling I am definitely hard on myself. I've think I've wasted a lot of time doing this, and I should have never spend as much time in the IWA, and should have been looking for the next step....whatever that may have been at the time. I just got too comfortable, and I thought something big could happen. It did...just not the way I was hoping for I guess. I got the promoter going on his punkass hotline claiming I more or less pulled a powerplay to get the world title for 4 months. But, he doesn't mention how he had to pull the trigger, or how it was a vote by the roster, or how I literally told him to fuck off and take his fucking belt to his face on my next to last show for him. Yeah of course none of that gets mentioned. But, whatever. I don't know why I care what a old man in Ohio with 1 ball, and a desire to financially rape people to be "taught" by him, when he doesn't do any of the actual teaching.
Yeah bitches. Thats whats up.
I have an excuse, or two. I swear.
I've been dragging my feet on the bookings, because I wanted to drop some more weight, I still didn't feel comfortable as I would have liked at the MAW show in March. I allowed myself to screw up my diet and workout plans. Stress, and everyday life is a bitch. I salute anyone who can pull off a solid dietary & workout plans. I am going to attempt to put some work into it this week, and hopeful do better.
I just got an email about a booking next week, and I am waiting for a confirmation. I am looking forward to it but, I am not. Not that I think the match will be bad or anything. I just don't want to feel like I am fucking up more than I should. Once I can drop some weight I think my confidence will be back in full swing. Maybe I am just being too hard on myself I suppose. When it comes to wrestling I am definitely hard on myself. I've think I've wasted a lot of time doing this, and I should have never spend as much time in the IWA, and should have been looking for the next step....whatever that may have been at the time. I just got too comfortable, and I thought something big could happen. It did...just not the way I was hoping for I guess. I got the promoter going on his punkass hotline claiming I more or less pulled a powerplay to get the world title for 4 months. But, he doesn't mention how he had to pull the trigger, or how it was a vote by the roster, or how I literally told him to fuck off and take his fucking belt to his face on my next to last show for him. Yeah of course none of that gets mentioned. But, whatever. I don't know why I care what a old man in Ohio with 1 ball, and a desire to financially rape people to be "taught" by him, when he doesn't do any of the actual teaching.
Yeah bitches. Thats whats up.