Mar 31, 2007 01:36
It is 1 30 in the moring and I cant sleep. I got a number for steve the old preacher and am going to call him tomorow about getting baptized. I went to church alone a couletimes this pastmonth and cried pretty good. I know hes there and trying to help. Showing me signs here and there. what do they mean????
Got black truck from painting extravaganza and it is not that great.
single..
confused.
weird looking back on this stuff!!!
makes you think How did things get so off track. where did the train derail? The timing of the train and the choices all along the way... it is clear in the writing what I was thinking when we first started..... She was not ready it withheld I pushed it broke not good. mutherfucking son of a bitch! Push in the clutch reset the idle and see what god has in store....
going to see lil frined herman today in like 5 hours for breakfast at the little diner we used to go to after all night benders... just like the scene in swingers where mickey is at the table...... baby face... well see