Apr 11, 2010 08:14
just cleared 3 lecture recordings and i'm pretty much distracted. slept 15 hours before that and am going to sleep again now. i've lost my studying drive, for whatsoever reasons i don't really know. exams is less than 2 weeks time and i haven't even catch up with the current lessons, don't talk about revising shit. this sem is pretty much doomed compared to other sems before. i just really hope lady luck shines bright on this sem and i promise to do better on next sem.
oh please let this last 2 weeks as painless as possible. but starting monday i wanna make a real big change in the time i spent studying and time spent playing and sleeping and doing nonsense. i-will-study. period.
i'll prove to myself that one semester worth of knowledge can be gained in a mere 2 weeks of intensive studying. (which translates to the whole university year can be cleared in one semester) but then you would be dead the next moment.
ah i would love to be in a zombie invested world with alot of guns around and healthpacks and adrenalins and so on and so forth. i think i'll do better in that scenario. the best thing is, you would have fun even if you failed and become one of the infected. sigh.
one day.. one day.. i'll create that virtual-reality thingy, ill spend my old age being another person in that other reality.
okay, these few days weather is quite cold, hence the ability to sleep more than 12 hours. (if not i'll be awake in 3 hours). so, im off to dreamworld, praying that ill dream of fun things like L4D2. no studies please.
life