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[ddevild0ll]

It is truly amazing how much happier and lighter I feel, now that I finally confirmed what a rotting douchebag Erik really is. The first few days after I kicked his ass to the curb, I kept waiting for the tears to come... But they never did. At first I assumed perhaps I was in shock, or was just too numb to cry. But that is not it at all. I

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[pr3tty_p15tol]

i'm glad you're happy darling!

[ddevild0ll]

Thank you so much! :D

[anitafix666]

I'm glad to hear you're still doing great....and still confident with your decision. I'm sorry I haven't gotten back to you. I'm in Vegas for the AVN convention and I'm chin deep in big ol' fake titties. I promise I'll sit down and write just as soon as I get home, sugar. I can't believe how many twists and turns your novel had. Better read than most of the shit on the NY Times Bestsellers List. You are one tough cookie! Keep that up. Just remember, it's not selfish to think of yourself once in a while!
xoxoxoxoxo

[ddevild0ll]

Thank you so much again, Trish! Sorry I blabbed so much, but I figured if anyone could relate to my anger and frustration, I definitely know you can, since you put up with his lying, loser ass too! I still wish I would have had more confidence like you though to realize sooner, instead of putting up with it for as long as I did... but I guess that is something I will have to deal with on my own ::shrugs::

Enjoy all those boobies!
Sally

[formosus_ferus]

I'm happy for you. It's easy when your ready for it, huh? There aren't any what ifs anymore so you can just go forward and not look back. Life is always better without someone dragging you down from your true potential. Now you can focus entirely on what makes you happy and what is good for you. And if anyone thinks that that is selfish, they can suck it, because they can't possibly know what it is like to live for someone else or why it can be so bad. Anyway, you're free now; thumbs up.

[ddevild0ll]

Exactly! I now feel no more guilt, and no more "what ifs". So no more worrying about looking back! I am 100% confident in my decision and am really relieved to have Erik out of my life for good!

Sally

[joeolm]

i just want to note that you've used the phrase "i feel soooo alive" in subsequent journal entries... and its making my brain play that really really bad POD song on repeat. aiscbsidufgasierbasjknvcicvwheriawjsndfkjs

[ddevild0ll]

NNNOOO!!!! Don't ruin this for me, damnit! Now that song is stuck in my head too! That was definitely not my intention, but I just really do feel alive for the first time in a long time, and I'm really excited (and quite a bit surprised) over it! :p

Sally

[alittleevil]

I'm glad you're doing better sweetie!! I hope everything works out for you.
You are a very sweet person and you deserve the best!

[ddevild0ll]

Thank you so much Sweetie! ::high five!::