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i'm just so tired.
not really physically, well i guess i am infact physically tired.
but just tired of everything really.
i'm tired of school.
i'm tired of waking up to the same thing.
i'm tired of fading away from my best friend.
i'm tired of feeling this way towards..you.
i'm tired of getting so upset over the stupidest things.
and then not letting anybody know.
i'm tired of not letting anybody know anything.
i'm tired of stupid people and their stupid meaningless drama.
i really could go on.
but i won't.
you don't care.
not that i care if you don't care, this is mine anyway.
i'm getting sick and it's making me feel even worse.
i just sat in the parking lot of the park for an hour and a half just thinking about everything.
and it was quite a nice feeling actually.
but at the same time, some of my thoughts made me extremely uncertain about things.
and i really hate that.
i want to admit something really bad, but i know it'd probably make things worse.
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okay.i'm going to sleep away this sickness because i really feel horrible.
bleh.