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blah...today was ok...things are alright...havent been spending as much time with chris as i would like but it will eventually get better...
im happy to have the wonderful friends that i have right now
school is going good so far hopefully i can keep this work up because i really need it.
friday i am going to sixflags with my brothers matt and pat and meaghan and chris it should be fun...time will only tell...lol...we are going to fright fest last minute plan but im thinking it will go good!
what else is there...i have to present a project in chemm tomorrow im a little nervous i dont really like to speak in front of a class...
also i am really sick of the hostility...if i dont like you i will tell you straight up and then you should just drop it...this is to no one in particular just in generla because it seems to be happening alot people just keep going with shit...just drop it...move on with your life...life is too short to live to dwell on one person not liking you....im not a very nice person though i try to be....being mean is my defense mechanism...ive been hurt too much the only way i know how ti react to something that i feel threatned by is to be a bitch...people who know me know that i ave major mood swings and sometimes i cant help it but oh well i try and thats the best i can do i can force myself to change because other people dont like it...it works for me i dont get hurt half as much as i use to and that is a good thing because i am sick of people walking all over me....of course i wish that i could just be friends with everyone but i dont like liars i dont like people who take advantage of other people and i dont like people who are physicall and emotionally abusive...i watched it too much growing up i think im done now i dont wanna see it anymore so i take it out...blah...
im not really in the best of moods....im not sure why.....stress....school...relationships....everything in general......blah
im just happy i ahve the support and love i do you guys dont know how much i appreciate you...all of you!!
*delia*
im happy to have the wonderful friends that i have right now
school is going good so far hopefully i can keep this work up because i really need it.
friday i am going to sixflags with my brothers matt and pat and meaghan and chris it should be fun...time will only tell...lol...we are going to fright fest last minute plan but im thinking it will go good!
what else is there...i have to present a project in chemm tomorrow im a little nervous i dont really like to speak in front of a class...
also i am really sick of the hostility...if i dont like you i will tell you straight up and then you should just drop it...this is to no one in particular just in generla because it seems to be happening alot people just keep going with shit...just drop it...move on with your life...life is too short to live to dwell on one person not liking you....im not a very nice person though i try to be....being mean is my defense mechanism...ive been hurt too much the only way i know how ti react to something that i feel threatned by is to be a bitch...people who know me know that i ave major mood swings and sometimes i cant help it but oh well i try and thats the best i can do i can force myself to change because other people dont like it...it works for me i dont get hurt half as much as i use to and that is a good thing because i am sick of people walking all over me....of course i wish that i could just be friends with everyone but i dont like liars i dont like people who take advantage of other people and i dont like people who are physicall and emotionally abusive...i watched it too much growing up i think im done now i dont wanna see it anymore so i take it out...blah...
im not really in the best of moods....im not sure why.....stress....school...relationships....everything in general......blah
im just happy i ahve the support and love i do you guys dont know how much i appreciate you...all of you!!
*delia*