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Okay, so I finished shooting my final film today. And it is horrible. I am terrified to edit it and screen it. Blehhh. Worst execution of an idea EVER. =( I'm so disappointed with my movies. Like I hate them so much, I just want to cry. GAHH. I hate that I wasted these movies with horrible ideas. I'm a fucking failure. :''''(
On a more positive note, I love my friends here. They never cease to amuse me and prove my expectations for this excursion wrong. I can't believe I'm going to have to say goodbye to them in seven days. I feel myself about to cry right now just thinking about it. I'm really hoping I do cry come next Saturday. I didn't think I would last year, but then I saw David crying and it turned on my waterworks. GAH, I hate saying goodbye. I can't believe that last year I would be saying goodbye to Emily, Jenny, David, and Adrienne tomorrow morning because it was a three week program... Oh my gosh, I'm going to start crying.
peace out..
On a more positive note, I love my friends here. They never cease to amuse me and prove my expectations for this excursion wrong. I can't believe I'm going to have to say goodbye to them in seven days. I feel myself about to cry right now just thinking about it. I'm really hoping I do cry come next Saturday. I didn't think I would last year, but then I saw David crying and it turned on my waterworks. GAH, I hate saying goodbye. I can't believe that last year I would be saying goodbye to Emily, Jenny, David, and Adrienne tomorrow morning because it was a three week program... Oh my gosh, I'm going to start crying.
peace out..