Still I need your sway, because you always pay for it
* I dont like the way that I have abandoned my journal. I dont know why, I guess its just lazyness. But this thing is important to me, its my therapy. So, on the occasion of the new year its time to write some things down. There are plenty of new stuff in my life, there are also some improved things and of course, the old shit is still here.
* New girlfriend- Her name is Vicki. We met at the university, we study together. Weve been dating in the last couple of weeks. She is a very sexy and a very sexual kinda person. I really think that I connect physically to her, she's a real freak when it comes to the bedroom. The thing is, she's not it. When it comes to knowing that im in the right kind of relationship, more or less, there are 2 signs: 1. The first thing that I think of the moment I wake up and the last thing I think about before I go to bed is that girl; 2. At some time there comes a certain song in which I picture my girl inside that song. Like she is the person being addressed to in the song. (It happend before with the songs like "my most beautiful" by REM and "hachaim shemimoul" by Barry Saharof, "melech schelach" by Yizhar Ashdot and "Keren Shemesh Meuheret" by Schalom Chanoch and with many other songs, mostly in Hebrew) Anyway, these signs didnt occur yet and I have a feeling they never will. Another bad sign is that I really need to think hard of conversation topics when im with her. With Maya we could have talked for hours, I just felt like we had so much in common. But Vicky is different. She is so different than my regular type. I really dont go for the shoe-buying, nail-building girly girl. So why dont I cut it? Cause im a coward, plus I like the sex. And I do like to spend time with her. But I just know that this isnt it.
* New Apartment- Me and Hagar really upgraded ourselves this year. We really moved up so to speak, straight to the city center. We left our crumbling apartment and moved into this big apartment. We also had to find a new roomate cause its a 3 bedroom. We find this guy called Ofer, seems like a nice quiet guy. This years selection hasnt been so good. About the apartment. Pros: prime location, weve got everything (and I mean everything) under our house, something that I have never experienced before, its big, weve finally got a living room, and the apartment is in a much better shape than the old one, and the rent is lower, I even get 100$ per month from the government for living in the city center! Cons: The building doesnt have any character, its just this big high rise, the fee for the house committee is pretty steep (200 NIS per person per month) and the worst part is the apartment is empty and we need to fill it somehow.
Job- I want to quit my job here at the hotel. I want to do something else. And I also want to make a lot more money this year. The only way Im willing to stay here is if I find some kind of a translation job which I can do while I work here.
Thats it for now. I hope that I can use this momentum to write more.
* New girlfriend- Her name is Vicki. We met at the university, we study together. Weve been dating in the last couple of weeks. She is a very sexy and a very sexual kinda person. I really think that I connect physically to her, she's a real freak when it comes to the bedroom. The thing is, she's not it. When it comes to knowing that im in the right kind of relationship, more or less, there are 2 signs: 1. The first thing that I think of the moment I wake up and the last thing I think about before I go to bed is that girl; 2. At some time there comes a certain song in which I picture my girl inside that song. Like she is the person being addressed to in the song. (It happend before with the songs like "my most beautiful" by REM and "hachaim shemimoul" by Barry Saharof, "melech schelach" by Yizhar Ashdot and "Keren Shemesh Meuheret" by Schalom Chanoch and with many other songs, mostly in Hebrew) Anyway, these signs didnt occur yet and I have a feeling they never will. Another bad sign is that I really need to think hard of conversation topics when im with her. With Maya we could have talked for hours, I just felt like we had so much in common. But Vicky is different. She is so different than my regular type. I really dont go for the shoe-buying, nail-building girly girl. So why dont I cut it? Cause im a coward, plus I like the sex. And I do like to spend time with her. But I just know that this isnt it.
* New Apartment- Me and Hagar really upgraded ourselves this year. We really moved up so to speak, straight to the city center. We left our crumbling apartment and moved into this big apartment. We also had to find a new roomate cause its a 3 bedroom. We find this guy called Ofer, seems like a nice quiet guy. This years selection hasnt been so good. About the apartment. Pros: prime location, weve got everything (and I mean everything) under our house, something that I have never experienced before, its big, weve finally got a living room, and the apartment is in a much better shape than the old one, and the rent is lower, I even get 100$ per month from the government for living in the city center! Cons: The building doesnt have any character, its just this big high rise, the fee for the house committee is pretty steep (200 NIS per person per month) and the worst part is the apartment is empty and we need to fill it somehow.
Job- I want to quit my job here at the hotel. I want to do something else. And I also want to make a lot more money this year. The only way Im willing to stay here is if I find some kind of a translation job which I can do while I work here.
Thats it for now. I hope that I can use this momentum to write more.