Nov 18, 2010 22:46
I had a good time on the phone today. I called the Bank of America and found out they sold my debt to a collection agency. After calling the collection agency, they said that they no longer had the contract for my debt. Then the woman spoke with her manager and came back with an offer. Either way I just want to get this mess over with. My mother is going to take care of the $392.
I spoke with Steve tonight about hanging out this weekend. I’m going to pawn some crap to pay for hanging out. That should be good times.
I find I’m becoming increasingly bored during the days. World of Warcraft has been boring me. Other games have been boring me. Chat has been boring me. I really want to find something better to do with my time. I also need to find a job.
Looking in the newspaper should help. I’ve just been so lazy.
I spent some time listening to more film scores last night.
I wanted to talk about drugs now. I really need to exhibit more control over my longing for altered states of mind. I masturbate too much, I smoke too much weed, and I smoke tobacco like a chimney. I suppose it is a result of my lack of satisfaction with my surroundings. I don’t feel as though this is the right way to harmonize my internals with the externals. Tomorrow I’ll start trying to mediate between the two. Tonight I’m far too tired.