grin and bear it, it's bare and grim
fuck im ready to go.
i dont even care which college at this point. as long as its far from here. everynite my mom starts the same bullshit argument with me. and every nite i end up in tears over it.
i cant take it.
ud think by now id be able to jus sit numb and answer wat she wants to hear. but no. i jus have to go be stubborn. and say wat i want. fuckinga.
i wonder wat theyd do...if i left. for i dunno...a few nites maybe? say i was at courts. and didnt tell them where i actually was til afterwards. or i could jus not tell them where i actually was at all...
And I wanna shout at the top of my lungs now
But oh my god, if she hears me she'll come running in...
i dont even care which college at this point. as long as its far from here. everynite my mom starts the same bullshit argument with me. and every nite i end up in tears over it.
i cant take it.
ud think by now id be able to jus sit numb and answer wat she wants to hear. but no. i jus have to go be stubborn. and say wat i want. fuckinga.
i wonder wat theyd do...if i left. for i dunno...a few nites maybe? say i was at courts. and didnt tell them where i actually was til afterwards. or i could jus not tell them where i actually was at all...
And I wanna shout at the top of my lungs now
But oh my god, if she hears me she'll come running in...