bitch bitch bitch
***For those of you who I haven't bitched to yet, my bf is left yesterday for AZ for 3 months for training cuz he's a career man now***
So, I dropped my bf off at the airport yesterday and then I went to target to make myself feel better and scored a nifty trashcan for the apt. kitchen. We also went to go play mini golf b4 he left but it felt just a tad rushed. I wish that he had the time to just play through it and enjoy ourselves instead of it feeling like we're doing it just so it can be checked off on a list or something. I dunno, bottom line is that it just doesn't feel the same as when we first started seeing each other. I mean, is this what it feels like when a relationship gets old? I mean, I know that we can't act like we just started dating yesterday but sometimes I kinda miss it. I remember a time when he actually called me just to talk and say hi and not to check up on me or cuz I told him to. I also remember that he used to take pics when we were together but after looking through my photo collection it seems like I've turned into the photographer here. And whenever I bring any of this up even I feel like I'm nagging him. Blah, now I understand why some girls have a new bf every week.
PS I swear there will be a post abt what I've been up to this summer...eventually
So, I dropped my bf off at the airport yesterday and then I went to target to make myself feel better and scored a nifty trashcan for the apt. kitchen. We also went to go play mini golf b4 he left but it felt just a tad rushed. I wish that he had the time to just play through it and enjoy ourselves instead of it feeling like we're doing it just so it can be checked off on a list or something. I dunno, bottom line is that it just doesn't feel the same as when we first started seeing each other. I mean, is this what it feels like when a relationship gets old? I mean, I know that we can't act like we just started dating yesterday but sometimes I kinda miss it. I remember a time when he actually called me just to talk and say hi and not to check up on me or cuz I told him to. I also remember that he used to take pics when we were together but after looking through my photo collection it seems like I've turned into the photographer here. And whenever I bring any of this up even I feel like I'm nagging him. Blah, now I understand why some girls have a new bf every week.
PS I swear there will be a post abt what I've been up to this summer...eventually