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[dcteas17]

so right now i'm in one of my high moods. i've sort of been up and down all day, but erica and i just had a great talk on the phone, and i've for the moment come to grips with reality. things will work themselves out. i'd tell you all about my time with erica and the things we've said and talked about, but yeah, i don't want to broadcast that to the world. so too bad. but i think that the fact that erica and i can still talk and laugh says something in itself, considering it's not even been 36 full hours. she and i are still best friends, and given time, perhaps we'll get back together under better circumstances, and even if we don't, there's nothing we can do to change it - from the Protestant religious point of view, you can say that God has a plan for us and that we just have to trust that it's the right one because it is - and from a more agnostic standpoint, you can call it fate. but either way, things will work themselves out, and i certainly hope that we end up back together, but it will take time either way because we can't go back to each other right away or we'll make the same mistakes. and i'm sure that i will experience more pain tomorrow and the next day and so on, and that's part of it, but i'll just have to deal with it and erica and i are helping each other through it and to all of my friends, you all are incredible and just keep helping me cause i know i'll need it. but when i'm upset i can at least come and read this, and perhaps it'll make me feel better. stay cool everyone, and enough of this "i read your journal but didn't comment" haha...if you can read it you can comment

Daniel/Teasley