I'm starting to scare myself
So, when he left, I didn't want to eat or sleep. Just hurt so bad where my heart used to be. Pretty normal broken heart reaction... Well, I decided not to eat till my stomach hurt more than my heart. Took about 4 days. Then I tried to eat. It isn't working. It isn't working at all. Nothing is working any more. I'm probably going to get fired today. Doesn't matter. Pretty sure I'm going to die of this.