Oct 10, 2005 13:44
So, I went to church last night, I like going at night by myself, I find I pay attention more, but anywho, I noticed something. I was sitting in the pew, and I was just looking around in front of me and I kept seeing these couples. Some were young kids, some were husband and wife, with their children, and some were older. They were all holding hands, or had their arms around each other. It was nice and it got me thinking. Yeah, I know that I'm not ready for marriage, like so many of my friends recently, I think there must be something in the water, but it would be nice to have someone. I mean, I've got tons of friends, but I don't have that one person I can just snuggle up with. I don't have someone I can sit down with and just hold hands. And I talked to Rachel about this one weekend, I think I have a problem. When I meet a guy, it's like automatically, they are my bud! I become friends with them, and it would seem weird to be anything else. I don't know what to do about it, which furthers the fact that I will be a nun. All my friends talk about going to bars and picking up guys, HA, can you imagine me even trying! If you have any suggestions, about anything, please let me know, I think 23 years is a little long without going on a date! Later Duders!