Why Can't I Be Me?
Tomorrow is my first interview...Ohio State...I'm very nervous. I don't know what to expect from them because I've never been on an interview with them before. And on Wednesday...Auburn...I'm so annoyed. The questions that they ask me, if I tell them the truth, I won't get in. I have to try to figure out what they want to hear, but how do you do that? I am so tired of playing these games. Why can't it be enough just to tell the truth, how you really feel? I was told I have to make up the answers they want to hear if I want a chance at getting in, but that's lying, and I hate it. I feel so bad because I can't just be me, I can't be myself. I feel like I'm lying to myself. It feels awful.