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i hate how i drift through life like a lump of shit, in fact i hate everything about myself, and how i have ben acting lately.
I stopped caring in school and my grades dropped, and i dont want that, and lately ive been getting a lot of detentions and i walked out of class swearing the other day, as you already know. its not good
I used to be such a good kid, i dont know what happened to me, i dont know what changed to give me that care free attitude that i hate! I used to look at people like that an be discusted, and now....uhhh
Ill come around, now that ive actually sat down and thought about all this, im sure my grades will boost, and hopefully some of my luck will turn around, im sick of just drifting through day by day, and not giving each day meaning. someday i will regret that, and look back on when i was a kid, and what a waste of time it was.
I want to have good memories from when i was a kid, you know? the kind that you can tell you kids(if i decide i want some). i want to have like videos of myself, so i can look back on them, and remember the times and places they were filmed. I
want to lead an interesting life. I dont want my kids(possibly)to just know my youth as being a kid that didnt care, and got bad grades. i dont want to have to make an example of myself to scare my kids into not doing bad in school and not caring about anything.
Although i am, and always will be proud of myself for being and remaining straightedge. one of my better qualities i think, and thats one thing i can tell my kids with pride and honesty.
Bored? i know. ill stop talking.
-Zach
I stopped caring in school and my grades dropped, and i dont want that, and lately ive been getting a lot of detentions and i walked out of class swearing the other day, as you already know. its not good
I used to be such a good kid, i dont know what happened to me, i dont know what changed to give me that care free attitude that i hate! I used to look at people like that an be discusted, and now....uhhh
Ill come around, now that ive actually sat down and thought about all this, im sure my grades will boost, and hopefully some of my luck will turn around, im sick of just drifting through day by day, and not giving each day meaning. someday i will regret that, and look back on when i was a kid, and what a waste of time it was.
I want to have good memories from when i was a kid, you know? the kind that you can tell you kids(if i decide i want some). i want to have like videos of myself, so i can look back on them, and remember the times and places they were filmed. I
want to lead an interesting life. I dont want my kids(possibly)to just know my youth as being a kid that didnt care, and got bad grades. i dont want to have to make an example of myself to scare my kids into not doing bad in school and not caring about anything.
Although i am, and always will be proud of myself for being and remaining straightedge. one of my better qualities i think, and thats one thing i can tell my kids with pride and honesty.
Bored? i know. ill stop talking.
-Zach