Oct 21, 2004 22:46
I am feeling a bit tired, and wore out. I think I'm getting sick, my throat hurts, and my belly is aching bad. Whatever.
I do not know why, but I thought of you today. Maybe its because I saw you yesterday and it felt weird not to just come up and say Hey! I would have liked to, but in reality, its not the best you know. I have thought of you. You made your mark in my heart somehow and I just cannot seem to figure out why this kinda hurts. I'm sorry you. I am sorry I hurt your feelings. I am sorry for some of the hurtful things I said, but thats just the person I am. I'm a hurtful bastard. I do miss part of you. I hope you understand.
I am sorry I didn't wave. I wanted to. I am sorry I didn't beg you to not walk I way. I wanted you to stay, at least so I could see you. Just see you thats all. Well...again its closing time, and I must crash and burn.
good night to you out there. way over there.