Shitty
Yeah, things have definitely been going shitty the past few days. To make a long story short, I got back with John last weekend, and we got into a fight Tuesday night and broke up over it. It was really stupid. And then I went and tried to salvage things with Andrew, and it seemed to be okay, but he refuses to be affectionate or touch me. So my feelings got hurt, and I left his place. I called him yesterday, and he said he would call me back, and he finally did at like 3 AM this morning. I ignored it. I was tired. And I don't know if I'm going to call him back or not. It pisses me off that I can't find anyone to be with.
But what's even worse, I'm going home this weekend to say goodbye to my best friends. My lover Kristen is moving to Tampa and is going to UT... more than 5 hours away from Tallatrashy. And Katie is moving to Ft. Lauderdale, which is over an 8 hour drive. It really sucks. I'm losing everything and everyone around me, and there's nothing I can do about it. I feel so out of control.
The only good thing that's happened is I met a new girl here in Tallahassee... her name is Brittany. We have yet to hang out but she's cool. Unfortunately she doesn't know any cute boys she can fix me up with. =( Yeah, so life is definitely sucking majorly right now. I just don't know what to do.
But what's even worse, I'm going home this weekend to say goodbye to my best friends. My lover Kristen is moving to Tampa and is going to UT... more than 5 hours away from Tallatrashy. And Katie is moving to Ft. Lauderdale, which is over an 8 hour drive. It really sucks. I'm losing everything and everyone around me, and there's nothing I can do about it. I feel so out of control.
The only good thing that's happened is I met a new girl here in Tallahassee... her name is Brittany. We have yet to hang out but she's cool. Unfortunately she doesn't know any cute boys she can fix me up with. =( Yeah, so life is definitely sucking majorly right now. I just don't know what to do.