Project.... S.A.R.A.H (Some Athiest Reaching Across Hippos)
I dont know what to do. I'm going crazy. I want to change myself for others, but not for myself.... i want to Be Myself, but what is myself? I have been asking myself that for years. So i'm going to wake up tommorrow and say to myself "do what i want, be who i want to be" and then maybe i'll find out. My real goal is to 'make an entrance' My life will be complete. anyways.... I'm talking to sarah right now, she is folding her laundry. FUN FUN! I love her! I need to find myself a HOT BOY. or something i dont know i want someone to be with i need someone! I can't just wait here for SOMEONE to come around and notice me. What will i do? nothing now. cuz i'm a dumb whore! who wants to know what an average day in the life of angelo is? here i'll tell you: zero hour: learn english, Rachel always hitting on me, not even knowing that i'm gay or even who i am. First hour: Me, Sarah and Daria having fun. Second hour: Swimming for like 45 minutes and getting mixed signals from this guy i like. "we can do something(one day) ew angelo, why are you a fag? (the next day) Third: Dance, get hit on by like 10 girls then dance, Get hit on by more girls, go home and hang out with friends and go to the mall or something and get hit on by guys, girls, (ugly ones most of the time) then the next day i go to school. Forth: work on computers and get hit on by these Cool Chicks behind me (i dont mind if they do) then Fifth: Sing and get hit on by MIKE... great anyways go to lunch see Mike H. (the highlight of my day) then to Sixth: Learn Math, get yelled at by ms. sutaria, I hit on Kyle Bartlett, and James. and Brian Braden. then i get hit on by Jackie from California. then go home. My weekend is usually like this.(on good weekends only) party weekends: GO STRAIGHT TO THE BEER then i talk to Girls, and get a BOY and have fun later on at my house or theirs. The next morning i call whoever i did, and they dont want to talk to me. (i always use to think that they were busy, but i was wrong, i got used(like i always do).) then on Clubbin weekends: Dance and Dance and get hit on by hot girls, (not boys, they are ugly if they hit on me) and i usually go home with them or just a bathroom break ; ) and i go home and sleep. forgetting the number to whoever it was that i hung out with... (used again i think) Hamburger mary's weekend: i go, eat talk and strip and get numbers and or go home with them.
I want people to stop spreading rumors about me, like I have AIDS or I'm a whore, or stupid, and the last but definitly not least: CONCIDED. I'm not! I just love myself, thats not a sin. IS IT? you should love yourslef.
Heres a song that i want people to really listen to!
Rumors-Lindsay Lohan:
"Why can't you just let me do the things i want to do, i just want to be me, i understand why whould you want to bring me down, when i'm only having fun? I'm going to live my life. I'm tired of rumors starting. i'm sick of being followed. I'm tired of people saying what they want about me. Why can't they up off me, why cant they let me live. I'm goin to do it my way! Take this for what it is! so here we are back up in the club, I just want to get all over the floor i just want to throw my hands up in the air to the beat like "WHAT" I got to say Respectfully, i would love it if you take the camras off of me, because i need a little room to breath. can you please respect my privacy? "why cant you just let me do the things i want to do. i just want to be me. i dont understand why you would want to bring me down. When i'm only having fun. I"m gonna live my life, i'm tired of rumors starting.
YOU KNOW THE REST! YOU GET MY POINT RIGHT?
Well i'm going to call sarah.. and have a nice Conversation. LOVE YOU ALL!
I want people to stop spreading rumors about me, like I have AIDS or I'm a whore, or stupid, and the last but definitly not least: CONCIDED. I'm not! I just love myself, thats not a sin. IS IT? you should love yourslef.
Heres a song that i want people to really listen to!
Rumors-Lindsay Lohan:
"Why can't you just let me do the things i want to do, i just want to be me, i understand why whould you want to bring me down, when i'm only having fun? I'm going to live my life. I'm tired of rumors starting. i'm sick of being followed. I'm tired of people saying what they want about me. Why can't they up off me, why cant they let me live. I'm goin to do it my way! Take this for what it is! so here we are back up in the club, I just want to get all over the floor i just want to throw my hands up in the air to the beat like "WHAT" I got to say Respectfully, i would love it if you take the camras off of me, because i need a little room to breath. can you please respect my privacy? "why cant you just let me do the things i want to do. i just want to be me. i dont understand why you would want to bring me down. When i'm only having fun. I"m gonna live my life, i'm tired of rumors starting.
YOU KNOW THE REST! YOU GET MY POINT RIGHT?
Well i'm going to call sarah.. and have a nice Conversation. LOVE YOU ALL!