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Well, I guess even when you do everything that you could possibly do, and do it "125% right", it's still not enough sometimes.
Long story short, ectopic pregnancy. Had surgery. Feel like crap, both physically and emotionally. Not sure what else to say. Not sure what to do either. Taking a few more days off work to get my head straight, which makes me feel kinda bad because no work = no money = stress for another week.
James has been so good to me. Taking care of me, not letting me do too much but still pushing me to walk around and do things cuz it's supposed to help the physical healing at least. Lets me cry when I need to, even though it still hurts to cry (deep jagging breathing kinda makes the incision areas throb).
Wish my best friend would answer her phone.. need her now. At least just to have someone who knows me so well to tell me I'll be okay.
Long story short, ectopic pregnancy. Had surgery. Feel like crap, both physically and emotionally. Not sure what else to say. Not sure what to do either. Taking a few more days off work to get my head straight, which makes me feel kinda bad because no work = no money = stress for another week.
James has been so good to me. Taking care of me, not letting me do too much but still pushing me to walk around and do things cuz it's supposed to help the physical healing at least. Lets me cry when I need to, even though it still hurts to cry (deep jagging breathing kinda makes the incision areas throb).
Wish my best friend would answer her phone.. need her now. At least just to have someone who knows me so well to tell me I'll be okay.