fuck this.
To make my crying disappear,
I wipe away the black tears.
Everywhere- its smeared
From all this pain caused.
I wear these braclets to hide the scars
From cutting and slitting- thats what they fuckin are.
Im trying to hold on but everything is paused.
But when i feel isolated
trapped inside and hated
the memories will NEVER cease
and my heart stops beating.
My choices become so limited
my blood- so cool and frigid
as this tourture's endured more and more
i finally realize....
this life ISNT FUCKING WORTH IT anymore.
I wipe away the black tears.
Everywhere- its smeared
From all this pain caused.
I wear these braclets to hide the scars
From cutting and slitting- thats what they fuckin are.
Im trying to hold on but everything is paused.
But when i feel isolated
trapped inside and hated
the memories will NEVER cease
and my heart stops beating.
My choices become so limited
my blood- so cool and frigid
as this tourture's endured more and more
i finally realize....
this life ISNT FUCKING WORTH IT anymore.