I hate this.
Fuck this shit man... school is a bitch. I hate it.. if i could drop out i would. Grr. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo oober glad that this year is soooo close to being over.. I hate this shit. I know i havent been there in a while.. but this shit is sooo bull. The people in it, the authorities... everyone, just everyone and their brother can fornicate themselves. Fo shezzy. I apologize for my ranting. Its just fucking bull.. all yall know it too. Where's the freedom we all used to have? Even parents have gone robo crazy. WE WANNA DO THIS SO YOU GOTTA STICK WITH WHAT WE WANT!!!! FOR THE FAMILY! what the fuck? now i gotta get a job and finish up school.. so i can supposidly "get the fuck out". MMhmm. Well lets see, I gotta save up for money for an appartment.. Steve has to get a job wherever.. and Laura's gotta get back on the ball with Wendy's. Then when the time comes.. i will "get the fuck out". Once im away, i can live. Nothing here is helping me cope with my drug addictions... nothing. Not my mom, not my dad... no one. Its sad.. but i cant deny the truth. When you grow up around the shit, you have no where to go. Not if your as a weak fuck as i am. Be strong people... and learn what enviornments you are comfortable in.. and stay the hell away from the ones that'll fuck you up and do you in for the rest of your life. Im straight with yall... its done now. I just gotta keep living... and im going down.. but i will fuckin be damned.. if anyone else is coming with me. Peace.