Aug 05, 2005 01:25
i havent slept for the past week more than 2 hours a night. it feels very unsettled in the apartment alone.
i tried going to rudys with mike thinking it would make me feel better but the walk home was sobering and the episode of laguna beach that i am now watching is completely depressing me. oh and girls named kirstin are always the devil incarnate. beware.
misfits mike, 1997, natalies, shay shay and that summer after her dad died when we spent every day riding up and down the Oso Pkwy towards salt creek. those were simpler times. right?
we are cruel. all of us. as humans we are horrible. i am tired and lonely.