viva la fiesta
i really have no idea how to run my life or how to explain why i do things to people.
i quit my perfectly good job.
i did not find a new apartment in nyc.
i flew to california, where i currently am taking a vacation from everything "adult" about me that i hated.
tomorrow steve and heather will pick me up in santa barbara and we will hangout til sunday when i return to nyc.
school was so much easier than after-college life.
i change my mind daily nowadays and often think about becoming a carpenter or painter just to see how that would work out.
i no longer have any goals and it has caused me to be totally calm and yet totally crazy at the same time.
i have no person i need to be with, no job i need to have, no degree i need to get, and no city i need to live in right now.
there are plenty of posibilities but nothing i absolutely desire.
when i get back to nyc i will visit boston for a few days and enjoy this vacation i created for myself. maybe somewhere in the mist of it i will decide what i need and want right now. or maybe i will wander for a few more months. i really have no idea at this point.
i quit my perfectly good job.
i did not find a new apartment in nyc.
i flew to california, where i currently am taking a vacation from everything "adult" about me that i hated.
tomorrow steve and heather will pick me up in santa barbara and we will hangout til sunday when i return to nyc.
school was so much easier than after-college life.
i change my mind daily nowadays and often think about becoming a carpenter or painter just to see how that would work out.
i no longer have any goals and it has caused me to be totally calm and yet totally crazy at the same time.
i have no person i need to be with, no job i need to have, no degree i need to get, and no city i need to live in right now.
there are plenty of posibilities but nothing i absolutely desire.
when i get back to nyc i will visit boston for a few days and enjoy this vacation i created for myself. maybe somewhere in the mist of it i will decide what i need and want right now. or maybe i will wander for a few more months. i really have no idea at this point.