Mar 04, 2007 10:35
im in a very fuck everything mood. i hate it sooo much when people do the whole "why me, the world is against me, where is my handout?" thing, but today i really dont care. its my turn to do that. so fuck you.
yesterday i got my pay. it was a big one. today, its all spent. i busted my arse this week doing uni on top of a 36 hour week at work, and now all i have left is $40. thats all i have after bills and rent and food and petrol. i dont even have enough for a halfway decent birthday present for Daniel. good on me. im an amazing girlfriend huh?
my parents dont support me, i have a job and am doing uni trying to make something of my life, so why, id like to know centrelink, do i not qualify for even $50, when you pay fuckloads of money out to people WHO SIT ON THEIR ARSES ALL DAY AND DO FUCK ALL TO CONTRIBUTE TO SUPPORTING THEM OR THEIR BROOD OF 80 CHILDREN?!?! WHY DO TEENAGE MOTHERS WHO ARE TOO FUCKING STUPID TO USE SOME FORM OF CONTRACEPTION GET EVERYTHING HANDED TO THEM ON A SILVER FUCKING PLATTER???? HOW ABOUT DOLE BLUDGERS WHO HANG OU AT THE PUB ALL DAY AND THINK ITS THE FUNNIEST THING OUT THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING FOR A LIVING?!?! WHY DO I BOTHER?! WHY DONT I JUST QUIT NOW LIKE ALL THOSE OTHER FUCKERS, GET PREGNANT, SPEND MY HANDOUT ON BOOZE AND CIGARETTES AND JUST SIT AROUND WATCHING OPRAH ALL FUCKING DAY?!?!?! WHY BOTHER TRYING AT ALL?!?! WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT?!?!
now im off to work for 9 hours, with out a break, to serve and be polite to most of those cunts who will spend today at the beach, at the pub, or on the couch, supported by those unlucky enough to have jobs and pay tax to our illustrious government. good on you Australia. what a great fucking system.