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Oct 31, 2005 16:12

How about a "Just fine,"
rather than a "Thing's could be better."
?
Well, I'm beginning to notice,
and things are quite clear,
and I'm going to step back
if that was your intent of my doing in the first place.

I'm sorry, you -
but I really thought we could be friends
and I figured we'd be all right.
I assumed you still cared about
and concerned over my health and emotions...
I must have been terribly mistaken,
'cause I'm losing hope and the faith in which they speak
and I'm marking my calender to remind myself not
to wish you a merry christmas or a happy new year or the greatest birthday ever.
And that, for me, will be very, very difficult because I've never been one to let that sort of thing slide, no matter the tension and terror.

I wish Jackie and Jennifer could just explain the world to me right now and tell me things will get better.
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