Days are just days, no matter what they mean...

[dc_illustration]

I always knew that there would be days that would be harder than others after Mom passed. Mother's Day was rough but that was so soon after I don't think I felt the impact as things were still really raw. I know there will be others like this that will be possibly more difficult. Thanksgiving, Christmas... times the family usually get together.

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[dejavudu]

Been thinking of you a lot today.
I feel strongly that you can & should keep sending your "Happy Birthdays" out into the ether and that she receives them.

Anytime you want to share dinners over here - ESPECIALLY notable days like today, please make sure that you do.

[dc_illustration]

Awe. Thanks! I'd love to hang with you on "notable days" but would rather not be a downer usually. Dinners do sound good tho, whenever you're free, hit me up! (jeebus knows I usually am…)
:)

[dejavudu]

Ding-a-ling, the downing is REASON to hang with me/us on notable days! I can take it, trust me. I would prefer knowing you are with people who care about you than suffering that shit alone. So help me, if i find out you're hiding yourself because you're worried about depressing ME - you're gonna get it!

[dc_illustration]

okay. consider myself intimidated! Still, would rather figure out "date night" in advance as I don't like springing things on my friends. :)

[dejavudu]

Oh. Well i guess we aren't as close as i thought.... *miff*

[dc_illustration]

Wha?! Okay fine. In my next moment of need, I'll blow up your phone and inbox with the least amount of notice! Well, maybe not. I mean not the "least" amount of notice. And on re-reading this, blowing up your inbox just sounds wrong! Gah! I can't seem to do anything right recently! So, yeah… I'll be calling you soon. Maybe not tomorrow or Thursday, but … soon.

[dejavudu]

ha! Okay well today or tomorrow are it for this week. As you know, we're headed for the hills on Friday....
*mwah!*

[dc_illustration]

Yeah, tomorrow is kickboxing (trying to become recommitted) and scooter club. Tonight I'm scheduled to be cooked a tasty dinner. Originally scheduled for yesterday and that didn't happen so you never know. :\

Besides, with me "soon" usually means sometime in the next month or so. I do want to see if you pick up a temporary accent in your time with the hillfolk tho!

[dejavudu]

Oh god. It's virtually guaranteed.

[dc_illustration]

so? how bad did the accent get? I'm sure you'll lose it by this weekend!!!

[dejavudu]

You'll have to ask Kev. I'm hardly the judge of it.