Angry with tears
Okay. I should be happy that I'm finally moving in with Scott.
But lately, he's just been acting like a jerk to me.
He can buy me all this useless crap that I don't need (or want!) for no reason, but when I really need him. I can't have that.
I can't have him emotionally, physically, nothing.
When I actually need his help with something, like moving out of my dorms, I let him know -months- in advance that I NEED help! And he cancels on me at the last minute. AGAIN.
Why can't he ever be there for me when seriously need him? He just hurts me again and again.
And he's irritated because I want to hold him to his firking word. He canceled being with me during Thanksgiving "to pack" up the house. Bullshit. If he had been packing since then (I mean *really* working hard instead of putting one thing in one box and calling it packing. Or rearranging his comics.) he would be ready by now. He even admitted that he just wasted time.
And instead he offers to pay someone to move me out.
He's always trying to weasel out of commitment and buy my love back!
I thought I could count on him, and I just end up being hurt again.
What ever happened to this being a happy time?
But lately, he's just been acting like a jerk to me.
He can buy me all this useless crap that I don't need (or want!) for no reason, but when I really need him. I can't have that.
I can't have him emotionally, physically, nothing.
When I actually need his help with something, like moving out of my dorms, I let him know -months- in advance that I NEED help! And he cancels on me at the last minute. AGAIN.
Why can't he ever be there for me when seriously need him? He just hurts me again and again.
And he's irritated because I want to hold him to his firking word. He canceled being with me during Thanksgiving "to pack" up the house. Bullshit. If he had been packing since then (I mean *really* working hard instead of putting one thing in one box and calling it packing. Or rearranging his comics.) he would be ready by now. He even admitted that he just wasted time.
And instead he offers to pay someone to move me out.
He's always trying to weasel out of commitment and buy my love back!
I thought I could count on him, and I just end up being hurt again.
What ever happened to this being a happy time?