Nov 26, 2005 10:37
Every time the family gets together, it's only a constant reminder that you're not there, and that i'll never see you again. Thanksgiving was okay. Very frustrating and aggrivating at many points throughout the evening though. I'd sitt here by myself, and normally, you'd be there with me just talking to me. Maybe about school, about work, about life in general, but we'd be talking, and you'd be here. Grampa, i miss you. Grandma is making me bitter towards her. All she does is complain that no one cares about her. She told me I need to lose more weight so I can share my bed with her. fuck that! I only share my bed with Jimmy, and soon, hopefull, William.
So, my fucking car is broken, i've got a 10 pg research paper to do for College Skills that I havent even started and it's due monday. i've got an ass load of AP Chem homework, and only one day left to do it all. This break fucking sucked.