Jul 21, 2005 22:32
I cant believe it's late July already!!! Before I know it, school will begin again except in a new city and with a whole bunch of new obstacles. Now that my name is on a lease, I have come to terms with the fact that i'm terrified of going to NYC and really starting my life. At times I have despised my home and family for some reason or other but now I am slowly learning to appreciate them, a little too late for that I think. Nonetheless, I am enjoying every minute I have where I dont have to worry about rent or food or safety for that matter. I noticed on this last trip to NYC that I was starting to become a little more paranoid of people. I would see the occasional lunatic in the subway and I naturally moved away and held on to my wallet. I also started to get annoyed with the tourists. Priscilla and I found ourselves in Times Square during 5pm rush hour and dear god was it full of people!!! We could not find a cab and so we just ate at some restaurant to kill time. So whats left to say? I'll come up with more later, till next time.