Rumors
Title: Rumors
Author: dbskslave
Disclaimer: someday...someday... but not today
Genre: romance, pink???
Rating: G
A/N: nothing, just some rumors I heard about YunJae, so here it is. Enjoy!!!
I am sick of this. This couple thing is destroyed my love life. What’s up with JaeMin and JaeSu? Don’t they know that it was a brotherly gesture?
For heaven sake! JunSu was injured that time. It was understandable that I will pay more attention to him. And ChangMin, he always is a younger brother to me. We play and fight all the time. Besides, he is assigned to sit next to me, so of course we will have more skin contact. It is applied to Chunnie too.
Talk about Chunnie, don’t they already know about JunSu and his relationship? The ring incident is a valid evidence. Why are they still insisted that Chunnie and I will make a good couple? They don’t know how jealous those two can be.
Look at JunSu’s solo performance at Mirotic concert. Chunnie was so jealous that he will do anything to make Key give that rap part to him (shhh I overheard him bribing stylist nuna so she gave Key a horrible hair cut. After that MinHo called us to inform that Key can’t help in JunSu’s solo anymore). And you would think that it’s over, but no~ Chunnie had to be SEXY for his Su that the backup dancer girls are all over him. He paid for that action though (Note to self, never EVER cross Kim JunSu. Behind that angle face is the devil’s father).
Back to my problem. Ok, so the couple thing was started a long time ago, and it should die down a little bit now. However, every time I went to naver or other blogs, it’s still the bomb, especially YunJae. Don’t they tire of all that assumption? We touched, and they said that we cannot keep our hand to ourselves. We stared, and they said those are lovey dovey act. We make fun of each others, and they said we know each other too much to just be friends. Seriously, don’t they have a friend like that at least once in their live?
The other couples may not affect me much, but this YunJae is all the reason for my horrible love life. For the past 8 years, I only been in 2 relationships, and I think YunHo is the same. Both of our love life is being destroyed by those rumors about us.
Ok, so it’s true that YunHo gave me a passionate kiss that more than friend when we played spin the bottle before our debut, but they don’t know the reason behind it. YunHo just got dump by his crush (you know, the one that he claim having his first kiss with). I was got dump by my four years girlfriend as well, just because I was poor and not famous. We were tipsy, and the kiss was good. Can you blame us? The next day when we woke up, DongHae and others were teasing us for a whole day. It was really embracing. I don’t know who spread that incident to our fan later on, hope it is not DongHae. Because if it was him, I swear I gonna skin him alive with my butcher.
There was also an accident about the second rumor, the chicken on the stick rumor. We debuted for a while at that time, not a big star yet but my girlfriend still comes back to me. We were all hungry at that time, so being a generous hyung, I went out and bought chicken on the stick for them (We can’t eat any heavy meal before our performance). I gave each member two sticks, but I didn’t see YunHo. When I saw him, his head was in his palm, seem like he was in trouble with his new girlfriend again. I went to the couch that he was sitting on. I aimed to the seat next to him, but somehow I ended up on his lap (my aim was never good, ok?) Oh well, we are both male and we are friend, so there is no need to fuss over it.
I offered him the chicken, but he hugged me instead (for comfort). Poor YunHo, his girlfriend though that he cheated on her. She saw him with HeeChul the other day, but only their backs. YunHo had tried to explain that to her many times already, but she still does not believe it. Fortunally, she believed him because he is that unresistable. Then again, they broken up because of me. Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t do anything. It’s all YunJae fan fault. They think that we are together and apparently, that girl think so too. My girlfriend at that time was more understandable, or maybe she is too consume with the attention she got (since she was my girlfriend and all) that she ignored those rumor.
And when she decides to dump me because I was too famous this time, I lived like a zombie. I even got into DUI accident. There was when the bathroom rumor came out. YunHo, being a good friend he is, always looking out for me. At that time, I got something on my shirt, but I didn’t even care. He took me to a private bathroom to clean it up. When we were inside, we saw that the toilet seat was broken already. The next day, rumor started to spread all over the blog.
There were even funnier rumor, such as Baby VOX (I just remind him that we were at public place, he can’t show his pervert-ness) and kissing in the park rumor. Seriously, if we were going to kiss, we would do it at some private places (not that we kisses that much but still…). The angle of that stalking video is so good that even I think we were kissing.
When I thought that it was bad, it’s getting worse. My second girlfriend broke up with me. We were in a secret relationship. Nobody knew except my band mates. At that time YunHo was kind of distance from me. He only showed his contact with me on camera, but when we were alone, he did not say anything. I was so sad and mad at him. He was the reason my girlfriend broke up with me. All of those YunJae rumor have affected her trust on me. She thought that she was not good enough for me and even said that “I hope you and YunHo have a happy life together”. What the *beep*? How can she say that? YunHo and I are friends, band mates, best friends, brothers…anything but lovers. One good thing did come out if it though. YunHo began to care for me again. Maybe because I got dump again, and he was afraid that I would go into depression as the first time.
After that, it was like a curse. Both YunHo and I could not get any girl. We are labeled as hot and sexy, but there was none of the girls in our love life. Every time when I showed interest in a girl, she turned out to be YunJae fan girl or she would think that I was gay and in denial of my love for YunHo. They even dare to show me ‘evidences’.
They said that my ideal partner was actually YunHo. Ok, I admit that YunHo does have nice hands and feet, but that does not mean anything. It’s just coincident. With the height and that sexy body, it would be weird if YunHo does not have nice hands and feet. Especially the feet, he is a dancing god for *beep* sake. His movements are big but aluminating. I found myself lost in his dance routine sometimes.
They said that I was always looking at/for him. That is partial truth. YunHo is our leader of course I will look for him. For the “at” part, well they have to understand, I am a human being. I like to look at beautiful thing. Just go and asked the entire DBSK fan out there, can you find a single one of them saying that YunHo is not sexy and hot? I look at him alright, not as if I was drooling over his abs after he took a shower or searching for his smile so that I will have butterfly in my stomach. Nuh-uh, no, definitely not.
I don’t know about YunHo, but I cannot take it anymore. The more YunJae rumors were out there, the more miserable my love lives will become. That’s why I decide to stop all the YunJae-ness (or at least minimized them). I will not show any interest in YunHo (or his cute pouted when I ignore him on camera). Now I have to go and explain my situation to him now. I don’t want YunHo to ignore me at home. It’s hurt, and it’s definitely not good for my heart.
Here is the evidence that I am NOT in love with YunHo. If I really am in love with him, I would get really jealous by now after his Checkmate song. However I am still smiling at him. My head heart starts to bump at fast rate and my heart head hurt. Not because of his sexy moves nor I wish I was that dancer, but because the song was very catchy.
Putting down the notebook that looks like a stretching book, YunHo frowns at what he just read. JaeJoong is not in love with him, and he sick of all the YunJae on camera. Should he confess his feeling to JaeJoong now? The guy properly bashes him and cut all tie with him.
YunHo had come to his feeling a long time ago when JaeJoong introduced his second girlfriend to the band. He would never kiss anyone if he did not have feeling for them even if he was drunk. He will not just hug anyone in the back the way he hugs JaeJoong, his JaeJoongie. He would not care about JaeJoong too much when he injury his leg. When JunSu’s leg was injured, he did not care about it as much as he did to JaeJoong.
At first YunHo though that all of that were just a friendly gestures between friends, and then YunJae fan girls just points out in every net café that he came across. The more he read about it, the more he got confuse. YunHo denial at first (who wasn’t? it’s a guy to guy relationship for god sake), but he had to accept that feeling when he met JeaJoong’s second girlfriend. He tried to distant himself from JaeJoong in hope that his feeling will decrease. Fate must be playing with him since JaeJoong and his girlfriend broke up. YunHo was the first person that JaeJoong called for comfort. After that, he gave up. He cannot hide his love anymore, so I tried his hardest to show that how much he love JaeJoong. YunHo hoped that JaeJoong will feel it some days and accept it.
After reading the notebook that he found lying on the kitchen table, YunHo double his decision. Then again, if he does not do anything, everything will still be the same. He decides then and writes on JaeJoong notebook. Then he put it back into where it should be, JaeJoong’s ‘secret hidden place’, not kitchen table.
“Hyung, what are you doing at Jae’s mirror bag?” ChangMin asks while munching on his snack.
“Nothing, I found his notebook lying on the kitchen table, so I returned it to its original place.” YunHo smile at him.
“Again? Tsk tsk Jae should be more careful with his diary. By the way, what did he write in there? Did he mention anything about the chicken incident in there?” ChangMin continue his munching and walks to the living room with YunHo.
“What chicken incident?”
“Oh? He didn’t say anything? Good, I though he knew that I ate his piece last night, and that’s why he didn’t cook dinner today.” ChangMin smile while scratching his un-itchy head.
YunHo raises his eye brown “it was you? ChangMin ah, you should stop doing that. If you still hungry, you should ask us. We will order for you more.”
“But hyung. Jae’s cooking is delicious. It’s rare that he cook us something nowadays. I could not help it.”
“It’s true, but you have to understand we are busier now than before”
“Hyung, even we are busy, Jae still cooked something for me at night even when I said I don’t want it. Recently, he does not do it anymore. It’s weird.”
“Hm…maybe he is too tired to do anything.” Putting his figure on his chin, YunHo thinks for a reason why JaeJoong did not cook anymore. Is it because JaeJoong was too tired? Of activities or YunJae-ness? Feeling the headache coming, YunHo decide to stop thinking about it. He still has a storm ahead of him after JaeJoong read his notebook again. So right now, its better that he takes a nap.
Deciding on what he will do, YunHo steps into his room.
30 minutes later, the bickering noise can be heard inside the apartment.
“It was just a touch, JunSu, a touch. You don’t have to go cramping about it.” YooChun still was trying to explain to his boyfriend about all the girls’ touch at Xiahtic song.
“Sure, a touch with how many girls? 5 of them around you, and you call that A touch?” JunSu angrily step into the living room and sit beside ChangMin, who was watching TV program (but decide to watching YooSu fight since it’s more interest.)
JaeJoong still at the door and trying to lock it. They, meaning JaeJoong, YooChun and JunSu, went to the mall together. JaeJoong set it up because he wanted to help YooChun, his soulmate.
“Argggg can you stop being ridiculous? Your jealousy makes you look ugly.” YooChun grapes his hair in frustration.
‘Wrong move’ was what in ChangMin’s head.
“Oh, so I am ugly now? Then why don’t you go and find those pretty girls of yours?” JunSu stomp his feet in attempt to go to his and YooChun’s room, but he was stopped by JaeJoong.
“Su ah, don’t be like this. YooChun will never look at anyone but you, you know that.”
“It’s easy for you to say Jae hyung. What if YunHo hyung touches those girls like that? What will you think then?” JunSu pouted cutely.
“But he already did in his Checkmate performance. Anyway, what does it have to do with me or your situation with YooChun?” JaeJoong frowns when he remembers that sexy dance.
This time YooChun hold into JunSu’s hand and speak softly “Su ah, I didn’t mean it like that. Please forgive me. You know that we have to do those things when we are on stage, but I never go near them when we off stage. I swear. Can we make up?”
JunSu looked into YooChun’s eye and saw the sincerity on them “Ok”
They walk back to their room hand in hand
“And we have the end for this episode. Please come back next time for a new one” ChangMin speak to no one in particular.
“Hahaha...That’s true. By the way, where is YunHo?”
“Hyung is inside his room. I think he is taking a nap.”
“Ok, thanks” and JaeJoong walk into his and ChangMin’s share room.
He opens his notebook again to continue writing before he left with YooSu couple. There, he saw a new line, a hand writing by no other than leadershii himself. JaeJoong’s eyes are widen. He runs to YunHo’s room and open it without knocking.
He shakes the sleeping YunHo “Is it true? Tell me is it true?”
YunHo rubs his sleeping eye and then look at the notebook “Yeah, it’s true”
He was afraid now, afraid that JaeJoong will no longer his Joongie.
JaeJoong now is running around in YunHo’s room, looking for something. He spots it. He holds the pen and writes something on his notebook. Then he shows it to YunHo.
YunHo looks at the writing in shock and then wide grin appear on his face.
They hug and kiss.
The notebook is lying on the floor.
On the same page, there are 2 different hand writing.
Here is the evidence that I am NOT in love with YunHo. If I really am in love with him, I would get really jealous by now after his Checkmate song. However I am still smiling at him. My head heart starts to bump at fast rate and my heart head hurt. Not because of his sexy moves nor I wish I was that dancer, but because the song was very catchy.
But I love you. JaeJoong, will you be my lover?
Yes, I will.