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Mar 25, 2009 01:23

I realise... I wanna relive the past again.

1 song can bring back such memories. I can cry while listening to it.
It's a beautiful song, i guess... kingdom hearts - dearly beloved.

Memories. Yes I wanna go back there again. Not that the present is horrible. It's not that good either.

It's not stress but i like the nostalgia. Sentimental i guess? I'm a scorpio. And yes horoscopes are true. I think I do believe them already. Cause everything that's there is seriously applicable to me. Well most i guess.

I'm deeply commited to all relationships. Yes so true. Which is why I get quite heartbroken sometimes. But I don't really show it out? Another true trait of a scorpio. It's good in a way. because if people read you like an open book, it's not very good is it?

Another trait is that i get secrets out of people very easily. Relatively true. Is it cause I look like I'm trustworthy? Haha. But yeah, I hope I am.

So i think scorpios are quite emotional but they don't show it. Ironic much? Yes.

Results weren't the best. But at least I improved. But this semester however, I don't know. I hope I can get an A1 for English and Chinese. My languages used to be my best but now? No. I think comprehension is bullshit. Does it help you in anyway next time? I think only writing does. And essays I guess are a piece of cake provided i like the topic.

Stupid isn't it? But most likely this term I'll do badly. Failures. I'm trying my best but maybe it's still not enough. Maybe it's my character, cause I don't really care. Failures don't bother me much. The good thing is I get back on track fast enough. BUT. I don't do a lot better the next time either.

I wish I would stop making empty promises to myself. I hate it. I disappoint myself. What a joke.

I don't complain. Nope not at all.  I think I just need someone to slap me everyday to wake me up. Because I'm living in my world.

reflecting.

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