Love, Doubts and Lies (w/ onetruemei)
Kyuhyun? What are you doing here?
Kyuhyun used all his energy to resist himself for him not to hug Sungmin and ravish his lips, instead, he cleared his throat loudly and say in a matter-of-factly tone
“Donghae-shii came up to me during class saying that you are preventing him and Hyukkie have their intimate moments, so he asked me to bring you home.”
Sungmin, on the other hand, was really confused because of what Kyuhyun has said…
“Fishy?! He said I am restricting their intimate moments?! He was the one who keeps controlling Hyukkie! I even told them that they could tell me if they feel uncomfortable with me around while they are being intimate!” he pouts, feeling misunderstood.
Kyuhyun can’t help but smile at the expression of the other; he really wonders how the other can pull off a fierce and a cute expression from that angelic face… He was grinning stupidly when Sungmin looked at him.
“Kyuhyun? W-what’s wrong?”
Kyuhyun straightened his face and looked away from Sungmin.
“I-I.. you have a dirt in your face” faking a dirt to wipe Sungmin’s cheeks. “There… it’s gone”
“Oh, thank you…” Sungmin looked at him awkwardly; Kyuhyun knows that the other is waiting for him to say something.
Damn it, I must be angry at him, b-but.. I missed him!! How can I be angry with someone I missed so much? You can do this Cho Kyuhyun!!! Jjang!!
He clears his throat again before saying anything.
“I am still mad at you. So don’t expect me to be nice”
Sungmin replies with a pout, a very cute one which made Kyuhyun try very hard to keep his hands, lips and body to himself.
“Hurry, we have to take your luggage from Donghae sshi’s house.”
“Before that, are you willing to listen to my explanation?”
“I’ll listen to your explanation when we get back to your apartment, we don’t have much time.”
Kyuhyun tried all his might to say his sentence coldly, while Sungmin felt a little hurt.
When will you ever forgive me? Or at least listen to my explanation?
“Welcome~” Donghae greeted them with a smile.
“Hello Donghae Hyung.”
“Don’t be so formal Kyuhyun. We are all about the same age, just Donghae will do.”
“Sure.”
“Both of you should hurry and get Sungmin’s things, it’s getting dark.”
“We should.”
Kyuhyun subconsciously grabbed Sungmin’s hand pulling him to his room. When they finally reached the room Sungmin looked that their hands, they were intertwined together.
“I..I am sorry.”
Kyuhyun hesitantly lets go but his face was still emotionless.
“Come on, we don’t have all day.”
Sungmin happily went beside Kyuhyun to pack up. They were talking and laughing while packing. Soon, everything was packed into pink boxes.
“Finally, done.”
They both fell on the bed, smiled to each other.
“Both of you should sleep overnight, it’s getting late.”
“Will we be causing trouble this way?”
“Of course not! Both of you are staying over, it’s settled!” Donghae skipped out.
“Kyu…”
“There is only one bed here, shall we share?” Kyuhyun is grinning inside but cold on the outside.
“That is the only thing we can do. Between us it shall be shared then.”
The two of them fell silent for a long time. Kyuhyun can’t take it anymore and decided to go outside. As he was about to go, he heard a faint “Kyuhyun” coming from the bed… He turned around but was restricted by a pair of arms hugging him from behind.
“Sungmin…why-”
“I missed you”
“I… you’re the one who left so why are you acting that way?” Kyuhyun almost choked saying all these things. That’s a complete opposite of what he wants to say… He wants to say he misses him as well, but he has to act cold. He went through a lot of pain because of him, and now that he’s here, he can’t understand himself why he has to endure some more.
He feels the hug tighter as Sungmin still repeatedly say “I miss you” to him. Kyuhyun, on the other hand, has been gathering all the strength he has to restrain himself from hugging back and giving in to what Sungmin is saying. He took a long sigh before removing Sungmin’s hand from his body and walk outside the room.
As he walked outside the room, he saw Eunhyuk and Donghae cuddling with each other.
“Oh.. sorry” He said as the pair pulled away from each other’s hands.
“That’s what Sungmin always do… I didn’t think that you two have so many similarities” Donghae snapped.
“Oh, why don’t you just go to your room so you won’t be bothered?”
“This is our house Kyuhyun, we have every right to do it whenever and wherever we like… And why aren’t you inside your room? You’re suppose to be making up right?”
“Things aren’t as easy as that Donghae”
“What makes it hard then?”
“You won’t understand…”
“Explain it clearly then.”
“Donghae, stop that. Let them take care of their business..” Eunhyuk suddenly butted in.
Kyuhyun went to the balcony for some fresh air while Donghae eyed him from behind.
“I’ll make it easy then” Donghae threw a mischievous smile at Eunhyuk which Eunhyuk didn’t get at all.
The next morning, Kyuhyun woke up on the couch and turned to look at the man that is supposed to be on the bed… He was surprised when he didn’t see a lump on the blanket or even a sign of a disturbance in a freshly-arranged bed. He couldn’t have left again did he?
He sat on the couch, ruffled his hair and walked out of the bedroom. He looked around for signs of Sungmin and glad he heard giggling on the kitchen. When he went there, he saw Sungmin at the kitchen table and Donghae… feeding him?!
What the hell?! Kyuhyun cleared his throat loudly so the two who has been busy flirting with each other will know his presence.
“Oh, good morning Kyuhyun” Sungmin chirped happily.
“Yeah, good morning to you, not to me.” Kyuhyun said coldly as he went to the chair across Sungmin’s. He was so busy getting jealous that he didn’t see the smirk Donghae has on his face as he looked at him.
Sungmin, on the other hand, was confused all of a sudden. Maybe he’s still mad. He was about to talk when Donghae suddenly put hotdogs on his mouth again. He looked at Donghae and the other just smiled at him.
“Want more?” Donghae asked cheekily. Sungmin nodded and smiled at him. Kyuhyun, all the while, was glaring at the two, wishing he could slaughter Donghae in his own house.
“Hey, why is donghae only feeding Sungmin” Hyukjae pouted upon seeing the scene.
“I’m busy feeding little Minnie. Can you feed yourself Hyukkie?” Donghae replied but didn’t take his eyes off Sungmin.
Little Minnie?! What the hell is this?! Kyuhyun was screaming to himself in his head. He can’t take it anymore; he left the scene to the rooftop.
“Can someone tell me what is happening?” Hyukjae looked annoyed.
Donghae pulled Hyukjae aside just so Sungmin can’t hear them.
“Can’t you see? I am trying to make Kyuhyun jealous, letting him know Sungmin should only belong to him.”
“Then what about me?” Hyukjae pouted.
“You have to wait then. I have to them those two to get back together.”
“Fine, I would cooperate.” Hyukjae said, still pouting.
“I should go look for Kyuhyun now, let him be more jealous.” Donghae smiled very mischievously.
“Hey Kyuhyun~”
“Donghae…” Kyuhyun answered coldly.
“You don’t look very happy~” Donghae tried to agitate him.
“I’m happy.” Kyuhyun looked up at the sky.
“You don’t. What happened? Tell me?”
“It’s nothing much, really.”
“I would listen, I promise.” Donghae smiled.
“It’s just; I’m really loss at what to do about this.”
“Just make up? Isn’t it easy? Just say sorry~”
“It’s not that simple.”
“Then tell me what is so hard about it?”
“Everything is hard! Forcing me to be cold to him is hard. Making him feel so hurt everyday is hard.”
“Then tell him all your sufferings, patch back, end it all.”
“As I said, it’s not that easy.”
Donghae sighed and went back to the apartment.
After awhile, Kyuhyun went back to the apartment reluctantly.
“We have to leave now. Sorry for imposing you these few days.”
“It’s nothing at all Minnie~”
Just when Kyuhyun and Sungmin are about to leave the apartment, Donghae called Sungmin and kissed him on the cheeks.
“What was that for?” Sungmin pouted.
“For love I suppose?”
“Then what about Hyukjae?”
Donghae turned to Hyukjae and kissed him full on his lips.
“He gets a different kind of kiss.”
“Let’s go.” Kyuhyun said coldly.
On the way back to Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s shared apartment, Kyuhyun kept his eyes on the road while Sungmin only stared at his game console, which after awhile Sungmin fell asleep. When they reached the apartment’s main gate Kyuhyun parked his car and gently carried Sungmin back to their shared room. Kyuhyun was so tired that he fell asleep beside Sungmin.
Sungmin woke up to a bright morning sun, and the smell of breakfast. He tiredly walked out of the room, holding onto the comforter.
“You’re awake.”
“Kyuhyun…”
“Put the comforter back on the bed and come out for breakfast.” Kyuhyun have to admit, Sungmin wrapping himself in the comforter indeed is very cute, however, he has to control himself, and he is supposed to be angry with his hyung.
Sungmin didn’t put back the comforter, instead he walked towards Kyuhyun.
“Kyuhyun, can you listen to what I to say?”
Kyuhyun took a deep breath and said “I think it’s time I should listen to your explanation.”
“I… I left because I think that you are still bothered about my past. I…”
Sungmin couldn’t continue, Kyuhyun know very well what Sungmin wanted to say, instead of letting Sungmin continue stumbling over his words, Kyuhyun decided to let Sungmin know how he feels.
“Let me talk first then…”
Sungmin nodded but didn’t have any eye contact.
“From that day you left, I told myself I should be angry with you, but something inside of me just doesn’t allow me to, each time I look at your angelic face, I just can’t be angry with you. From that day until now, I tried to keep my distance just so you could think that I’m still angry with you.”
“W..Why?”
“I felt very hurt that you left me, I know you have your reasons, I understand that. What I want to say is, I’m no longer angry with you.”
“Kyuhyun..”
Kyuhyun went nearer to Sungmin and kissed him, the kiss felt foreign at the start, but they soon got used to each other again.
Finally, I can hold you anytime I want, kiss you whenever I wish to. I don’t have to pretend to be angry with you, I can be myself again, the Cho Kyuhyun that loves Lee Sungmin deeply..
-fin-
How is it? This is the end~
(maybe we would have another collab~)
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