Feb 26, 2003 19:51
too much stuff, too little money, too little time. things not going as planned, looking for a way to make everything work. Work is getting annoying, can cut the air with a knife, got in an argument with the "shop lead" yesterday, then apologized, as did he...just another sign that tension is mounting.... deleted that STUPID solicitation yet again today...unsubscribed from it again today....you know, the one about gas masks... I'll not state my opinion on the impending war, suffice to say I wish it would either happen or not...could care less at this point.
Car is misbehaving...have to check ignition system and such..probably condenser stupid 5.00 part that takes 2 hrs to replace... other car is not going together and refuses to be repaired without WAaaaaaayyy too much effort. truck still sits in my back yard.... owe 3600 dollars.... Gf is 3 hrs away all the time... possible she won't be able to move up here cause I won't have money to rent place. have chainmaille orders, but are mostly for free...ie, demo stuff. and have one heck of a splitting headache. anyhow, sorry I'm venting/whining....gotta let it out sometimes.... can't tell my parents, they downplay it and tell me their stuff is more stressfull and that I've got it easy. anyhow, that's how I'm feeling more and more every night. laters