Jul 02, 2009 09:08
I'm almost 4 days in now. I'm still counting hours. It seems like it's been forever. My symptoms feel worse. I feel like crap, I don't want to exercise, I want to eat until my jaw hurts (let alone how it makes my gastrointestinal system feel), my head is whirring like a broken machine, my mind seems slower, I'm having trouble talking and my writing seems to be like that of a 2 year old child. And the coughing fits haven't even slowed down. I know this is all temporary. Still, it's sucks donkey balls to have to go through it. I can smell now though. That's a big lift. Some of the smells are awful, but I'm grateful to have them no matter what they are. I think I'm going to rest up this weekend. I need it and I deserve it after all the hard work I've been through. It's not easy going through my 12+ hour routine a day with all this extra shit on top of me. I'm expecting everything to get a little better in the next day or two. I need it to get better. I need the positive reinforcement and support.